Karma Rose

My Secret Thoughts
2017-08-17 21:55:51 (UTC)

I am NOT special...

You say that I walk around like I'm special?!? Like the world owes me something?!? You think that I walk around like I'm better than everyone else?!? You really think that, huh?!? What makes you think that?

Then why would I actually be planning on going to a community college? Oh, because I'm special! I think those people who go directly to a university are SPEICAL!!! I won't go because I'm not ready! I'm not as good as them! They're better than me! How many times do you want to hear that, huh?

You wouldn't understand. I am NOT special.

You say that I chose to be born. No, I didn't, if I had a choice I would have most likely decline. I hate this world and it's cruel rules; I don't think I can handle it anymore. You think I want to be born?!? Well, to prove it to you do I have to kill myself?

Stop watching me because I'm not special. Not at all. I'm going to fall and keep falling until it's dark and there is nothing.

-kr7
You wouldn't understand. I define me, I know myself better than you do; I know what's right for me; my past defines me. So stop telling me what I am because I know very well of who I am! STOP IT! STOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPIT Leave me alone.




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