Rumi The Alien

Probe Away!
2017-07-17 14:13:39 (UTC)

Second breakup

Why do i feel like iv'e been broken up with again? Hayley is pretty annoyed with me, she asks me about him and I keep telling her that we are only friends but he hasn't answered me yet. I feel a little heartbroken and she knows this, i don't have to tell her anything. She insist that i feel more about him than what i'm saying or even believing and she is right. I don't want to be with him but I am in this in between where I always want him around and I always want to talk to him but not be with him. I want him to be sweet and romantic but I don't want to commit because i don't want to get hurt. Then why am i missing him so much? Why am I sad when he doesn't talk to me. After my freak out about that plane that crash Hayley was there to tell me everything is going to be okay, she searched articles to see what happened and talked me down saying he was most likely okay. The fact that it's been a couple days now and he has been online and not answering makes her hate him even more. She thinks its douchey of him to just ignore especially when i was freaking out earlier. She's a good friend...even though I don't listen to her.