tyme26

JT's Life
2017-07-11 23:11:20 (UTC)

Calzone Night

11:11pm
Ok i didnt post yesterday but I gotta stop jerking off fr tho. Mom said that she had a dream of me and of my groin area being dirty with pajamas on like my plad robe that i have. Im not jerking off no more. I told god i repent and i was sorry. I learned my lesson.
Anyway today we just bought a lot of groceries and stuff. But to start my day i broke down the two Lasko fan boxes and the LC tv box. The tv one was so hard to breakdown. I think the more expensive the item is the sturdier the box bc i did our tv boxes (samsung) and that was hard to but not as hard as the LC. We had bananna bread,eggs,and bacon. Mom also asked me to keep her in my prayers so she doesnt get laid off when she goes back to work bc there have been massive lay offs. I dont want my mom to lose her job but at the same time i dont like to see her come home everyday and complain ab her job and Janet. But she said it is the will of God for her life to stay there. After that she asked me if i had any academic/finacial goals for this upcoming school year and i told her that i wanted to get a job cleaning after school. I am so tired of not having money man! I wanna be able to get people gifts and to save money so i can get a gold pass and another tv. She made a couple phone calls and we filled out the application for the job. After that she got dressed and we left for krogers and walmart. We stopped at Wendy's and got a 4 for 4 and mom got chili then headed to Walmart. We were in there for ab 45-50 mins getting stuff for dinner and stuff. We then went to kroger to finish. While i was getting gas for ma, this guy came up to me and was like "Hey bigman u got some gas money". Obviously i had to say no bit i felt bad bc he really needed it and mom drove past him too which was a little mean but oh well. We got home and put the stuff up and she started dinner while i took a good nap. Mom left to get carrington and then came back and finished dinner. We had calzones which were the BOMB😵😵. It was so good thst i got stuffed after like 2 slices of it. I wanted more but i read 40 more pages of one of summer books,Into the Wild. Its actually better than i thought. Its about a guy who takes a trip to alaska and meets people along the way who recollect of their experience (s)with him and stuff. I have my other book but i am planning to finish into the wild on friday (40pgs a day) and then start "The old man and the sea" on friday. I washed the dishes and talked to cj a little but ab her day and my job nxt summer and what i could do with the money.
I also wondered to myself am i really ugly. I mean i make fun of people all the time and say they're ugly but i think i am. Idk why i do but i just do. Every pic i look at looks good at first and then it looks ugly after ab 10 times of looking at it. Idk. I tried of thinking off all the girls thst said i was hot which was at least 10. But im still not confident. I tirednof peeps calling me ugly like hayden,kellen, and jay and others too even though they may be "joking w/me".
Gn signing off




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