What I Know, Feel, Think, Dream, and Realize
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2017-06-30 22:36:00 (UTC)

I don't know what I'm doing ..

I don't know what I'm doing journal. I will forget everything I just know I will. This damn loneliness I just don't understand. It won't let me be. I can't talk to friends. I just get by with family. And I forget more and more. God what do I do? Will I really forget everything? No, no way this is probably nothing, right? I honestly am tired of this. This unknown stress. The oddness to only feel any emotion by music or through a intense situation. I'm sick of it all! I wish I could tell others I do, but no one would believe me. And it's not like I can just come out with it either. They'd say it's in my head or junk like that and if it is true, then I want my head to stop. I want to go back to where I remembered things and wasn't always afraid and scared and unable to talk. I will forget this entry and whether I did something drastic or not will only known after this is done. It's a time bomb waiting to happen. I'm scared. So scared

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