What I Know, Feel, Think, Dream, and Realize
2017-06-19 20:14:00 (UTC)

Hey me again. Yeah I know three times in ..

Hey me again. Yeah I know three times in one day is pretty ridiculous, but this one's actually important. I think I'm too much of a coward and I don't really understand if that's okay or not. To my mom it's bad. She says I should man-up and not feel afraid, but it feels impossile to do. I give up too easily she says, and though she has a point, I just can't help it. I don't understand myself very well and why I am feeling like this all of a sudden. I wish I knew a way to stop it. Maybe if I try to overcome it little by little? I'm not sure. I wish things were like they were before, though I can't remember those times that well, I'm sure they were better than now. Sorry about putting my problems on you Journal and thanks for listening. Even though I know you can't speak or say anything, it's reassuring to me to be able to speak this to someone, or in this case, something. Thanks