hell on heels

Fuckity Fucks.
2017-07-09 18:58:38 (UTC)

3 weeks

The little bean is 3 weeks old today! I cannot believe it's already been this long. I am sad she is growing so fast, but also so happy and love watching her go through the stages. I am exhausted though. Mentally and physically.... and DJD is alot of work himself keeping track of him is a job in itself. We were supposed to go to the mall today and do some returns but I am sleepy and he has an attitude so I figure he can go by himself and at this point I am going to make him return all my things and bring me back the cash.

No one explained how hard it is to keep the relationship alive after baby. When I was pregnant he loved me. He was turned on and excited. Now he constantly has a boner, but when he's not around me. I know I am pushing him away, but he annoys me. I am sure he will "cheat" or look to cheat again...it's only a matter of time and at this point, I really don't care.

I CANNOT wait to sleep again T minus 5 years when the little bean goes to bed at 8 PM HOLLA AT ME!




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