The Grown Up Years of a Weird Woman
Ad 2:
2017-06-29 03:50:19 (UTC)


Song for this entry/ my mood music rn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rP3YaORmPI
Dear journal,
Everything has been happening just all at once, a big stream of shit has flooded me. My ass has been stuck in a sewer drain for a good month. I don't even know how I'm functioning right now. My life has been a consistent shit storm that floods my soul. First Austin, then Heather and Joe? I just wish I'd get a break. Let me have a breather. Let me have something good, give me fresh air.

I've come to the sad conclusion. I'm just meant to be alone. I'm meant to go through this life feeling alone because cold hard truth is there's just no one like me. AND NO I don't mean it like 'i'm a special lil snowflake and #SoUniqueOneAndOnlyMeOutHere. No, I mean it like no one my age thinks, talks, and is just generally as mature as me. I don't put up with anyone's bullshit and drama, I'm honest if I don't like you- I don't hang out with you. Simple and sweet. Don't hang around people I dislike or don't get along with anymore.

That letter I wrote I actually sent to her, it's brutal as hell I realize it but it was truly a goodbye. I blocked her on everything so I had to send it to her brother and her brother was getting all up in my business and saying "No you're losing the good friend" "You are in the wrong it's called common courtesy". Ah bitch the courtesy went out the window when she spazzed out at me twice and I took it all, I'm not someone whipping toy, I'm human and you dare call me your 'best friend' and treat me like a fucking ant? No. Never again. I'm not getting burned a third time IM DONE. I'm working on me, I'm going to better me, I'm going to find people who actually treat me good and appreciate me.

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