Young Sprout
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2017-05-29 03:49:38 (UTC)

Why Ask Me?

The other day I know I seemed pissed. You asked me why I was mad, and I said I wasn't. For once you didn't understand you said I was mad, that I seemed pissed. I was never mad I could never be mad to at you not at the person who made my life worth living who gave me worth, and even though I hate you for that I could never really hate you because I love you more than you'll know, I wanted to tell you that I wasn't mad I was hurt. I was not only hurt I was scared and I still am, because I am so scared of losing you so scared that you will wake up one day and see me the way I see myself. So many things about you scare me so many things hurt me, and I depend on you to be myself, I don't like depending on people because people leave and you're always left with one person yourself, but that's never enough.