Sittting here wondering what to do. I love him like crazy but yet i dont know how he really feels about me. Some of the things he says throws me off sometimes. I cant say anything because i dont want him getting mad at me. I dont know that he will get mad but i just dont want to rub him tye wrong way. My mind is going crazy. All i do is think about him and want to be around him. But yet my heart is being pulled in all kinds of directions. He has a daughter who i love and adore more then anything and would do anything for. I am so lost right now and have no clue what to do. I think this weekend will be the last for us. I really feel i need to let him go. This shit is killing me. I nust dont know what to do anymore. I really dont.....