The Real Me
I am getting ghosted by both guys. OMG hahahaha. I probably deserve that. I did over think felix.
I feel a bit more chilled out today. A.k.a my feelings dont last, they shut down. I have no idea why I have become like this. I guess i enjoy the coldness. I am happier being single and feelingless. I dont think i will get married to anyone. I keep aiming for that but it doesnt look like it will happen at this rate. I am surrounded by fuck boys.