Jake 🇺🇸

Killing Lions
2017-05-18 21:04:26 (UTC)

More free time :)

For the first time in awhile I don't really know how to fill my time. I live in a college town which means during the summer it's dead. I don't have to worry about a qualifying exam or classes to study for. I go home and I just sort of have extra time sitting there. I don't really know what to do tbh.

Yesterday I got back from work at around 7pm. I was so lonely all by myself in my apartment. I made myself some mac and cheese, with some wine. Probably as low as you can get for supper. Finally I got enough motivation to start chatting with this random girl I'm FB friends with. She's studying dietetics, she's 21, brown hair, big brown eyes. I don't really know her, I met her once at a party last month, but I find her personality really attractive. She isn't too bad looking either, maybe a 6/10? Anyway, she seemed excited that I messaged her. Now. I'm bad at analyzing text messages to see if the girl actually likes me but... I think I might have a chance. First off, she clearly mentioned that she was all alone in her apartment. Then later she conveniently mentioned that she has all these half empty bottles in her apartment that she 'doesn't know what to do with'. I think it's a tough cookie to sell but I'm hopeful. I decided to play it sorta safe and just said: "... yeah, but we should definitely hang out sometime this summer." She seemed sort of interested, she was like "yeah of course! I'm free x and y time of the day".

Idk why I texted her. I mean, there's so many other girls I could have contacted. I guess it was just that she made herself very available.

But what in the world have I gotten myself into? I'll have to invite her to SOMETHING but I don't know what. I can't just say: "Hey, you wanna grab lunch" or something since I feel like I don't know her well enough to warrant an excuse. Maybe I could make an excuse like "ohh, all my buddies bailed on me, I don't have anything tonight, wanna do something?" Then when she says yes I can suggest something like food, or just walking around a park or something. Hmmm... would that be weird? I'm just trying to think of how I can get to know her in the most casual way possible.
Yeah. Idk, hopefully something comes up. Actually, If anyone happens to read this, you've gotta give me advice here lol. I just feel like inviting her to a party would be weird since she wouldn't know anyone and I would barely know her.

I guess the main thing that I like about her is how many things we have in common:
- She's a Christian
- She loves the outdoors
- We both live in the same city and spending the summer here
- My mother is a dietitian, the same field she's studying
- She's really social and loves to talk
- She loves photography and photo editing
- She's conservative but not too conservative.

Hmmm. I suppose I could stalk her on facebook and figure out more details. Okay, back from stalking. Nope. Nothing. Wow, she actually has a really clean profile, clearly she cares about her online image (though, I only went back about a year). Okay, so she graduated 2 years after me; so she's not too young. Hmm... I wonder if she's a senior. I also wonder how she managed to find me on facebook, i mean, we have zero mutual friends.

I'm really tired, I'm sitting in my bed right now. Yeah. Like my fingers just wnat to rest on the keyboard.

Yeah. Good night!!




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