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2017-05-05 05:56:00 (UTC)

Down day

i'm not having a good day :( In fact, i haven't had a good *few* days lately :(
There has been hardly any contact with Master and i since we last met, and none at all from Him for the last 2 days again :(
He said His Wife was going through a suspicious patch again, and He daren't do too much on His computer, let alone see me that day (Wednesday). As it happens, i said i wasn't free Wednesday, but turned out i was. i'm also free today, and tomorrow, but i haven't told Him that.
No point if He can't get away :(
No point contacting Him while i'm feeling so distressed, as it would only bring Him down too. i sometimes wonder if it would be easier for Him, if i left, but don't want to leave Him :(

No word from pi, despite emailing him countless times. i think he's had enough of me too, but daren't say it. There's excuses about not getting a signal at the allotment, and his kik not working, but he doesn't *live* at the allotment, does he? And surely it isn't too hard to get kik sorted?
Paranoia, or gut instinct?

Other feelings not even worth talking about... :'(




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