Songbird System

Raven
2017-03-24 07:30:00 (UTC)

More updates

Yeah, you're getting a lot of updates from me. Anybody happy? XD

Okay, so we finally got the results back from the X-ray. And they confirmed it is indeed a very bad case of stool. So bad that my bladder is not shaped correctly (don't worry, this is easily fixed). And guess what caused it. Something I said over and over again. Bad diet. Because I used to only have enough money to afford fast food, yeah, things did not end up so great for my body. Yep. Knew it. It is so weird how different I am from when I was in 2015, when I started this diary. Back when you had to decide between bad diet or eating with your abusive grandparents. It is clear which one we chose. How all of us stay skinny I will never know. Anyways, I kind of had to hold in my laughter when they said it looked like it been there for a long time. No shit, Sherlock, I tried to get you guys to do this for FUCKING YEARS.

So right now I'm really pissed but happy. Pissed because standard Kaiser stupidity (never in this diary will I ever stop making fun of Kaiser...except if they improve, which would leave me shocked). Happy because this long, drawn out period of a couple years is almost over. I just need to take my medicine, have to take bad shits for 24 hours in a row, continue to take stool softer (or however the Hell you spell it), wait into my bladder returns to normal, continue my better diet and TADA! All these years are suffering will finally be behind me. For the first time ever in this diary, I won't ever have this problem. See, this is why you continue onwards, even when there seems to be no hope and only pain. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel, some of just harder to see than most.




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