Karla

Karla
2017-03-20 15:39:56 (UTC)

monday monday

I have decided I'm sick in more ways than one. I guess i'm going to have to break down and get medical help for my throat and cough. I can only hope I don't end up in the hospital, I'm afraid I might have pneumonia or worse yet throat cancer. several years ago I was told by an ent dr I had pre cancerous cell in my throat. Sadly if I do it's my own fault. I really never did care about my health just figured if I die I die. Why the hell does it matter anyway? I am sure Iv'e said it before but why am I even on this earth? Right now I sometimes hope I don't wake up tomorrow. Ok enough depression talk. I talked to Randy and Susan yesterday and I will probably go out to Utah in sometime in June, just got to go away. I am so glad they will put up with me. I should ask my sister if she has some time off to go out there. I've been having these episodes of almost feeling like i'm having a seizure but I don't pass out.




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