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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2017-03-17 19:16:29 (UTC)

Scared again

The last few weeks have been really difficult, for both myself,*and* Master, and *us* as a M/s couple.

That is the reason my diary was made private. We were using it as a form of communication whilst things were bad, so really, it stopped being a diary, and became a secondary email address for us both. It has once again, been a refuge... this time for us both.
i cannot say any more about it.

Today has been a tough one, after having a couple of days back on *proper* email with Master, today is the day things may be beginning to be addressed, and i have been very worried about Master, and *us* :(

Today also marks the longest time we have spent apart. It is 6 weeks today. It's been an absolute nightmare. i've only told one person what has happened, and that person is pi.

i sobbed down the phone to him one day, just after things got bad. he's such a faithful friend, and i am so grateful that i have someone i can trust not to say a word about this to anyone. he has been wonderful.
i have felt really bad for Master, because He's had no-one to confide in :( It breaks my heart to not be of any use to Him.
i offered to meet Him just to talk about stuff, but we couldn't.




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