nerd™

the anger games
2017-03-03 22:52:43 (UTC)

Day 10

10:42 pm. March 3ed 2017
The air is heavy with sadness and grief. This isn't how it's supposed to be. We should've been waiting for dad to call and ask if we wanted anything before he comes home. We should've been eating and making ridiculous jokes and roasting each other. Dad should've arrived any minute now and I would go shake his hand then he would say that mine are so cold so he would cup them in his own and blow in them until they are warm.
Ante shouldn't be here. Nobody should've visited us. I should've been studying or reading lady midnight
I miss him, I really do. It hurts to think that I will never get to see him again. I would never hear his laugh. I would never annoy him ever again, I would never see his smile when I joke with him
I know I haven't been the best daughter in the world and I am terribly sorry. I am sorry for all the times I ignored you dad. I am so fuckin sorry for every time I should've passed by your shop to say hi but I choose not to. I am sorry I am so so fuckin sorry dad
The house is full of people but it still feels empty because you're not here




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