MissEnlightenment

Bipolar Mama
2017-03-03 13:15:21 (UTC)

This is a friendly reminder to myself to ..

This is a friendly reminder to myself to continue putting love into everything I do. To be vulnerable, and put faith forward where doubt has arose. To love before all.

I'm so quick to blame Kyle. It's easy. There's almost never a consequence and it protects me. I get to be distant, I get to make sure my feelings aren't hurt by blaming him. It's not right, of course. I can't stand that I do this. I am human, after all. Kyles ability to show unconditional love is more developed than mine. I'm guarded, and my love once given is intense and almost desperate. Do I see myself as desperate? DR. Miya would surely tell me to study that word... why I use it to describe myself and what it says about my insecurity. Honestly, desperate is about as bad as it gets in my eyes. I wanna be cool. Who the hell wants to be vulnerable? Me, apparently me.




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