Ranmat

The Last Hours
2017-03-02 01:28:40 (UTC)

Laid Off

Well I did pray for either getting laid off or finding another job or Becca leaving for some reason the company. Deep down I do believe that Jehovah gave me an out. I would've been forced to endure for longer but it started to really get bad.


For starters becca left one of the users in admin of his machine. This person just happen to be a jerk and delete everything. Word got back to me that she was telling people that I did it. Even though I gave her the benefit of the doubt and showed her her mistake and gave her the opportunity to handle her mistake. unlike what she would have done to me. I should've known it was not in her to take responsibility. I told Bob. But Bob was more concerned with securing a position for him and his team that recently had been announced that they were closing their site. In addition HR stated they were waiting for something solid against Rebecca. And my immediate boss never responded. So with the combination of the three and Rebecca always slandering me with the hopes she would feel validated neither of us have jobs today.

The second incident which started her back provoking me was the fact I didn't show that I had her back when she told the marketing department to leave three hours before the Adobe 2015 install.

She has sensed my distance and that was always a driving factor for her. She volunteered to work the Tommy Hill Nigger show and for praise and at the same time wanted to complain about the distance (that I drive everyday - doubled) and how long she had to work and wore a leather dress for IT support and can I just interrupt myself and say that I just I am so grateful to not have to work with her anymore. She has so many issues and problems. It kind of hurts that with me being for the company for 12 years that they would not trust or believe my judgment regarding her. Even after everyone knew she was crazy and unstable and they had to get security for her. People was glad she was gone but was afraid to go to their cars because of her at night because of the parking lot lighting. But yet I also get let go because of my text of saying that I was going to slit my wrist to her when she was insisting on texting me about something that was already successfully completed and that could've waited until I got to the office which I was trying to tell her to do.

They let me transfer my phone it's in my name. They denied my six-month extension for severance so I am still at three. This is the last day I have benefits. February 14 was my last day. The last time I was laid off was 12 years ago.


Being laid off you have so many different emotions. At first I was giddy. And then overcome with euphoria. Then anxious. Then nervous. Now little specs of depression is trying to creep in. But only now because I have made a doctors appointment, paid all the bills and the loans, cleaned up the house revamped the home office and now it's time to sit still with myself. No rushing to do anything. It is imperative that I keep a strict discipline and schedule for so many reasons. When I need to catch up. And I don't know when I have this opportunity again. And it's pertinent to get ahead and get my mind in my spirituality on the right page.

And this is what I have started spending time in service. And I'm excited that my goal is to while I have an opportunity to, I am here for the month of March. 😊

March 1 is my new schedule. We will be working out and preaching and studying for a certification.

Oh and looking for a job!




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