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2017-02-18 16:14:27 (UTC)

Today

It's Saturday, and Daddy is back home :)
i am still upset with myself over ruining His last week away, but it's lovely to be able to welcome Him home again :)
i have asked Him if we might be able to meet next week, either Tuesday or Wednesday, but He hasn't said :(
Maybe He's too busy. i know He has work to start next week, so i'm not sure how that will pan out. i don't like keep asking, so i'll leave it now. i've asked twice.
i had an email from lisa this morning :) she said she was still unwell though :( i really miss lisa these days. i suppose you only realise how close you are to someone when they've gone?
i wish she had come back to us, then we wouldn't have to be trying with someone new. i don't like stepping out of my comfort zone too much, and this is all pretty scary for me :(
i have been feeling a lot *littler* lately, and i'm not sure if i'm liking it or not. One minute i feel all happy and excitable, and the next i'm all vulnerable and wanting to hide away. At the moment, i'm ok :)
It's been a beautiful sunny day today, and i feel like things are looking up again :)

pi and i have spoken a bit on kik too :) i miss him aswell. It's been a long time since we had a proper chat, and even longer since i heard his voice. i hope we can catch up properly soon.




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