Dangerous Rhombus

A day in the life of a suicidal guy
2017-02-10 23:24:51 (UTC)

Last chance to live

I've decided that tomorrow, I'm giving the hospital one more chance. If at least one nurse or doctor or SOMEONE actually shows they care... I'll spill that I plan on going back to that bridge and jumping off. If I'm still being treated like a waste of space and ignored by lunch time, then after I eat whatever god awful food they have for lunch as my last meal I say I'm going for a smoke... And make the quick 15 min walk to the bridge. I'm apparently scared of heights as I found out after my last attempt to jump off it... But the thought of getting help prevented me from doing it. Now that I see what constitutes as help in the mental health aspect... I feel worse. I don't even have that as a... Fall back thought. Now I feel truly alone and hopeless. So... Here's to tomorrow morning, and to a icy cold river after.




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