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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2017-02-07 06:05:54 (UTC)

The new girl?

Master and i have been talking to a girl on fet recently. Well, it goes back a bit now, when she first contacted me, to say she lived pretty close, so could we talk, but she had a family crisis, and we lost contact. she came back to fet, and got a *Daddy*... yes, she's a little, or identifies as one.
It didn't work out for her, and lasted all of around 2 weeks. During which time she was collared, and uncollared! Also during this time, she and i spoke, and she added Master, then deleted Him because her *Daddy* didn't like the attention she was getting from Doms. Then after they split, she re-added Him.

Now, things have moved on a bit, and Master is talking about meeting her on Thursday this week if they can. He told me just last night, straight after He said He couldn't meet me now on Wednesday, and our only chance would be Friday, if He had no other work on that day :(
i was talking to her on hangouts at the time He told me, and as soon as i heard the news, i had flashbacks to amie and He meeting alone in the hotel after i'd gone home :'( i remembered how i felt at the time, and my immediate reaction was to shout, scream, cry, and stomp around, but instead, i remained calm. i simply emailed back, saying ok, and that i hoped He and her had a good time Thursday.
my stomach was in knots, but i carried on talking to the girl (i won't say her name here just yet).

Trouble is, she and i aren't bonding too well :( she seems to take every single little thing i say the wrong way :( she says i ask too many questions, and i don't talk to her like *Daddy* does... yes, she is even calling Master, *Daddy*! It makes me feel really sad that she calls Him that after just a few days really, and He allows it :(
i find it irritating, and highly pressumptious of her to call Him that, even though she's told me she doesn't want to be in a poly, as she doesn't want to be "a bit on the side of an established relationship"! Well, i'm sorry, but *HELLO!!! i'M HERE TOO!!!*
And she keeps saying she doesn't think it will work, but wants to try? Why do you want to try, in an already established relationship, with people who are actively looking for a poly female, when you want to be the centre of someones universe... just like the princess He calls you?

i don't know how all this will pan out yet, but yes, i'm a bit worried... who wouldn't be? There's something i can't quite put my finger on with her, and her attitude is a bit off with me :(
But for now, i just need to put my big girl pants on, and try to be a good girl for Daddy. i don't think i'm going to feel too comfortable talking to the girl now though, at least until i have gotten over Thursday...

i don't really want to think about it, but it's all i can think about...




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