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Ghost Writer
2017-02-07 00:00:00 (UTC)

MONDAY.

14:27 NZDT.


My heart and prayers go out to the hidden. To the unseen lionhearts of this world, it's time for me to take a break for a season. So this is a goodbye entry. God's Angels have kept me safe. CCd.follows.


My courage to remain public has been exceeded as of several long months ago. I am no longer as brave as I once was. My inner-child who clearly appears as a remarkable, young pre-teen girl, dressed in a soldier's camo combat uniform, toting a high-powered repeat-firer, has finished her mission, and so am I done with my electronic equivalent of papyrus and quill-pen. I'm still afraid for my life. It is wise I stop for a season and recharge my heart with courage to face what remains of my life.

Slipping in and out of shadows, borne from the bowels of a burning hell, I find the little soldier girl has washed herself clean in the blood of the innocent whose voices cry out from the dust still to The One Who Created them. She has bravely swam The Great Divide and met me. I've dressed her in the most exquisite white dress of innocence that I can create from The Past, tucked her under my heart, and set her free to run in The Heavens On High. I am tired. Life tired, but STILL - as a 54-year-old displaced person - filled with a fire in my breast to do battle. The fight for love is no easy feat. THE COURAGE TO LOVE...THE WISDOM TO REMAIN SILENT...PEACE IN ACCEPTANCE.


Twenty-4 hrs and I'm gone. I need a rest. It's been one hell of a journey to keep writing here. I've done it. Since 2014 I've fucken written online to an unseen and unknown audience. God helped me do this. Like I said. I still fear for my life and it has returned almost full force over the past 3 days. I can take care of myself. Do not fear for me. There is no need. 7102 is going to be a good year. A start of something beautiful.
FEAR AND LOVE CANNOT PEACEFULLY CO-EXIST. CB.


COURAGE IS NOT THE ABSENCE OF FEAR...IT IS ABOUT "FEELING THE FEAR AND DOING ANYWAY." SJ

My brave inner-child has taught me to know the difference between what love is and what a lifetime of fearing fearing feels like.

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May the stars shine brighter and the sun glow warmer and the four winds scatter abroad. God be with you.


A22J Scriptangle, Lifescript m-j.c, Opensouce Scribe, Opensource2 Scribe m-j.c, Ghost-writer.




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