✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2017-01-26 02:45:51 (UTC)

One Long Storm

Dear Reader,

I remember walking into one of my favorite local stores. I walked in, and I saw her with a little kid.

My ex's ex. I know that she saw me, and knew who I was.

She had grown her hair out. She was dressed up, and lost weight.

She honestly looked a lot better than when we were in school.

I remember a moment where I was looking at her, because she was in front of me in line. She had bent down to the little kid, and she reached up, tucked her hair behind her ear, and smiled really big at the girl.

She was speaking so softly, and kindly to her.

And I remember.. just feeling like complete shit seeing her.

I'll never be proud of dating him... The whole relationship was just one long storm.

I felt jealous of her in a way. She was able to look so good, and so happy.. and she clearly was doing much better.

And I've just descended downwards..

I wish I hadn't dated him. That memory for some reason, has always.. I don't know. My intentions were never to hurt her.


I wonder if in a way.. them breaking up was good for her, like it was for me.

I don't know I just remembered this suddenly.

Sincerely,
Me





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