Phenix

Yesterday's MOMENTS
2017-01-14 04:32:05 (UTC)

Mental Status: crazily in love!

"Loving a person isn’t about logic or reason."

I swear I had gone crazy! I cannot like anyone. I had promise that. But I was doing crazy things. I would wait in a hallway pretend to fill my water bottle just to get a gaze of him. I would go late to my locker just to see him around there. I had finally gone mad. I watched the table he was in, filled with so many people. As I noticed a girl sitting next to him gazed cold eyes as me. Recently there was a presentation on the class about beauty in the school. Many boys had said their ideal type was blue eyes, fit body, big boobs and butts, blond hair. And the girls had said "tall, nice hair, personality etc." I wonder if he though that was beautiful. I had dark brown hair, black eyes, short. I wonder why we lived in this society where the media basically represent our culture. I wonder why are not personality the main factor, why was not love the main factor. I wonder why was he tall, nice hair, blue eyes, personality. Even studies showed that people who are on different level of attractiveness will have higher chances of not working. I was pretty sure he had started noticing about me a bit too (hopefully). It was conform that I was going crazy. There was a cure though, my classes were switching next semester. But for some reason my stomach seems to have butterflies and my heart seem to have a sharp pain. YAY finally a cure I was ready so I would not fall deep. I was...............




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