always wth love
Listen to wisdom (thinkin of u)
What appeared in the end of hours took hold of me that easier with my mom last night. She was telling the brutal truth I know she has knowledgeable words of someone that she loves, I always not good listening to her BUT she's knows how I adore him. So didn't take as punishment I took as "me time", I kept myself busy through the night till I called a nite, yet I was beginning to think of you while trying sleep. I thought how we met, the way I told him how I felt when you grabbed my hand and those side-hugs are something else to describe. its been two weeks ago, that kiss was something that I NEVER felt like that. I still get nervous around you I just don't get that at all. Am remembering the moments hours in the front seat making me laugh that I could be very happy. Youre smile is innocent and kind....when I woke up this morning am just enjoying each sec., I left before get back in the swing of things.
Id a nightmare during the dawn it was very blurry and haze, i was in a room think it was the bathroom burse up on left side of my stomach, i lift up my t-shirt I was in so pain then I don't know what else occurred though ---- that's when i woke up at 3;30am. than slept for an hour