Phenix

Yesterday's MOMENTS
2017-01-11 05:47:35 (UTC)

You changed so much!

“If it's possible for one person to be hurt by another, then it's possible for that same person to be healed by another.”


A long time ago, when I used to move school so often. I had started believing that their was no place I fitted in. So I craved the moment of having my friends. When I in 4th grade I moved school for the first time and left my best friend and all my friends behind. For first few years I really wanted to go back. Then after a while I started making scenario of how might I meet my class and best friend.


One day after almost 7 years I went back to my best friend. I knew that people changed, but it was kinda scary yet amusing how much she had changed. I was the only one who lived in the past with her. She has grown made new friends, best friends. I felt rather betrayed. I trusted her so much. But the funny thing is She said "one word" and that one word destroyed my trust of 10 years. Word are really scary. She would speak to me rather formal than informal. It is not like I never talked to her. I did call her once or twice a month, but a phone call is not enough to show how much a person has changed.


I also went back to my old school, hoping for all my dreams and scenario to work out. But there were only 3 people left. the other had moved school, dropped out. I wanted to play in the blue sky with all of them again. I wanted to look at the sky which was so bright that it blinded me. I wanted to so bad! So freaking bad that I wanted to..




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