confuzzled

My World
2017-01-08 17:26:02 (UTC)

A Ramble

I don't really know what's going on right now. I'm angry, but not really. I feel frustrated with the way things are going, but I want so badly for them to get better. I want a better marriage, a healthy family. I want Kody to smile when he walks in the door. I want coming home to me to be the best part of his day. Right now, that's not how it is. I'm kind of a really horrible person.

My medication seems to be helping, but I still have habits I need to get under control. I need to not be so mean.

I really need to start keeping the house cleaner. It's a disaster right now. I don't know what to do. I guess I'm just rambling at this point.




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