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Hurt
Some days are worse than others....
Some days it feels like I want to give up... on love, on this world.
I have so much love in me, yet I always feel empty.
I always end up with someone who hates how I am...
I can never be good enough. I can never be in the right.
God, when will all the pain go away.... when will I know true happiness.
The people in my life are content with the mask I wear.....
When they wear their masks I am always the first person to help them remove it and love themselves... why am I never allowed this luxury?
Why can no one care as much as I do?
Why do I always hurt?
I guess I am just meant to make others happy for the rest of my life.... hopefully one day my happiness will be found.
But today, I just need to cry... I just need to be held.
I've had so many people bringing me down... treating me like crap.... I deserve more..... At least I think I do.
Am I enough?
-A
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