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Ana Log
2017-01-03 05:09:22 (UTC)

Idek

Okay. Today I did awesome about not eating, I drank a lot of tea and water and curbed the hunger. My mom's boyfriend started cooking dinner. It smelled good, but not good enough to make me hungry. Until he went to bed. It's just me, my little brother, and my mom's boyfriend when my mom leaves for work at night. Usually, I would go raid the kitchen after my mom's boyfriend went to bed, but I didn't want to. I ate a small piece if chocolate, then I ate a piece of fruit. I wasn't hungry, but I ate about 20 chips, and maybe around 5 cookies. This wouldn't have been a problem if I could've made myself throw up, but I try and I'm never able to. I tried so hard. I watched thinspo videos, cleaned my room, brushed my teeth, took a shower, and I still ended up binging. It ruined all the progress I was making. I hate myself for it.




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