✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2017-01-03 00:40:26 (UTC)

O' Brother Where art Thou - Day 2

Dear Reader,

I had two ideas for today's entry, but they'll just have to wait I guess.

Something happened today at dinner, and it really just hurt my feelings.

My stupid older brother R.. is just such an asshole.

He always brings up political stuff at the table, which no one in my family can really agree on.

And, he brought up Winston Churchill's speech, and yeah, cool.
And he started on and on about WW2.

And I remember I shared a speech by Charles Chaplin on Facebook from his movie "The Dictator". It was about his own opinion of WW2. It's a very powerful speech, which is why I wanted to tell him about it.

But of course, my asshole brother who doesn't give a damn about anything I have to say.. who doesn't give me a chance to talk.. who doesn't care if he tramples on my feelings..

He told me "I don't care." And then proceeded to ramble on and on about Winston Churchill's speech even though no one at the table was even initiating back about it.

And he was even irritated that I didn't want to listen.

And of course I didn't. He doesn't listen to me..

I can't ever get a word in.. if I talk to him, I have to talk fast as possible before he interrupts or goes back to his computer.

He is the rudest, heartless, selfish, compassionless, asshole I have ever met.

And I don't even know why I even try anymore.

It's not like he'll ever be part of my life after he moves out.
It's not like he gives a shit about me.

I know I don't matter to him.

And I can't tell you how much that hurts.

Sincerely,
SisterOfThou




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