✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2017-01-01 23:53:50 (UTC)

Day 1


Dear Reader,

Well, I made it to another year.

And holy shit, the upgrade to this website! I just came over, because I was going to write the first entry for the daily entry challenge I said I was going to try to do this year. I was JUST on this website YESTERDAY. The change was so fast. I'll always be sentimental towards the old format, simply because I've been on this website with multiple diaries since 2012.. and I know some people have been here for even longer.
I have never seen such a drastic change like this for this website until now.

I do like the change, and I'm very happy for the owner(s) to have done this! It looks great.

My New Years Day wasn't too exciting. We had dinner with my aunt, her daughter and son-in-law. Grandma made the traditional black eyed peas, and turnip greens, along with other stuff, So that we'd be rich this year.


It's so hard to believe that another year has started already. Of course, I have no idea what I'll be doing. I did say I was wanting to go to college this fall, but I haven't even started looking. I still have no idea what I'll do. I just.. I don't want it to turn out like the previous year and a half... I don't think grandma would even let that happen really.

I am getting sick of nothing happening, and not doing anything.. and I do want change.. It's just, the anxiety. The fear. The paranoia.

I'll of course try and update on my life here.. It's just so amazing to me really. How little experiences I have as a young adult. People my age are getting married, and having children already. They have their own house, going to school, drive..

I definitely don't live an exciting life at all. It'll be kind of awkward when people ask what I did as a teenager, and early 20s and my response will be "Well, I didn't even get my license until after I turned 20. I spent a lot of my time in my room at home."

I always get so down when I think about how much time I'm wasting.

I just hope this is the year I turn my life around for the better.

Sincerely,
Me2017





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