Silent Echo

Wonders Of Life
2017-01-01 09:34:17 (UTC)

No dreams

Since I lost my husband i have had no dreams til last night. It wasn't even about him but a past relationship that was hell. No matter how hard it gets I will never go back to him. I guess I had the dream because he actually had the nerve to hit on me. I should say nightmare instead of dream. I was actually moody most of the day because of it. All those bad feelings.He always made me feel so low about myself and would never admit he was wrong. It took me years to get through the mental abuse and all came flooding back in the dream.

Not that I'm looking right now but I know it may happen. I guess I'm afraid i would fall for the wrong guy again. The type that doesn't show his true self til it to late. I will never marry again or be tied down. i plan on being single for the first time in my adult life. Time is short and cannot go through another relationship. He will have to be someone really special to change my mind even so it will take time.




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