✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2016-12-31 07:05:02 (UTC)

Yesterday Was Fucked


Dear Reader,

Gosh yesterday was a fucking bad day.
It honestly made me so angry that I'm still fuming and it's nearly two in the morning.


It started out with Ruger needing to use the bathroom early yesterday morning. Like around 6 or 7, so I let him out of my room. He cries and whines and scratches at my bed until I wake up and let him out every morning.

I let him out, and then go back to sleep hearing her grumbling in the living room.
Then I'm woke up again by Ruger a second time to be let out.. meaning she put him BACK in my room.
Which instantly annoyed me, so I let him back out.

Next, later when I was supposed to get up, my grandfathers in-laws came over.. so I camped out in my room.
My grandmother pushed the crate with the dogs in it into my room.. they barked and cried.. and I let them out.

Rosey, the chihuahua, wouldn't stop going under my bed.

And then Nick and I got into a heated argument today.. and I lost it I guess.

And then, my boyfriend.. told me he was going to be out for the day.

We haven't had a chance to Skype so he could open his Christmas gift from me.. We haven't even had a chance to talk properly for awhile..

And I knew if he left, he wouldn't be back for the rest of the day..
And I was right.


And then, at dinner.. grandma told me to put away my iPod at the table.. and I stood up to her saying E has done it for YEARS, and it wasn't a problem until I do it..

Which is true.. he gets away with everything.. and it doesn't matter really what I do, it's wrong.

If I were to talk at the table, she'd be pissed.. if I didn't say anything, she'd be pissed.

She didn't like that I stood up to her.. and she started ranting and bitching at me about how E is different, and how she'll throw my iPod away if I do it again
Even though she didn't pay for it. And I'm 20 fucking years old.

But I bet you anything she'll continue to let E do it.

After that.. I was just.. in such a bad fucking mood.

I just locked myself in my room.. and I'm still just so down..


The only good thing that happened today, is my friend got me a late Christmas gift..

Now it's time to sleep.

It's a new day...


Also.. I got this idea to start writing every single day of next year.. idk.. I might try it.

Sincerely,
Pissed




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