Dinner with a friend
I'm a day late but the day before, my friend called and asked me to have dinner with them. Sorta a late birthday dinner present for me. I was a little hesitant since I"m still in a rut but I said ok. We had some good conversation and it was a blessing in disguise. I didn't realize I needed some company.
Today, I was supposed to go to a late Christmas celebration with the single parent's group I hang with. Wasn't feeling it. My ex great friend even offered to buy me a drink and get me a Uber. I wasn't looking forward to it and I just decided to stay home and go take a nap. I don't know why but it seemed boring and I wasn't in the mood to hang around with a group of people and do that pretend smile thing. Nope, not for me. I just sat on the lazy boy and took a power nap.
No drama desired and I didn't have to put in the time to explain to people what I'm feeling and what I'm going through. I will work this out and I will get over this. I just need to be alone for a little while.