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Ghost Writer
2016-12-23 06:54:34 (UTC)

Friday 23rd December.

Been putting some effort into closing the gap between myself and God as I understand Him to be. I've written the following before and I'll write it again : Mental illness puts a strained existence on my spirituality and it has often been a struggle to commit my life spiritually to God Almighty.

Woke up twice last night. I'm back to only sleeping three hours at a time, even with medication. I'm not on sleeping tablets anymore. Haven't had any sleep medication for several years. Sero helps the sleeping process however, I need to watch the dose levels becauae I take it daily plus use it PRN.

It's 18:00 hrs and I've been out for a Christmas drink with TMF- lemon, lime & bitters. First time I've met up with him in six weeks. Distance has helped strengthen me.

Been on FB today maintaining connections and spent last night finalising my Christmas travel plans to another part of New Zealand.
I also re-wrote the micristory I posted last night and edited it this morning. Shit that was a hard write. I write under creative duress a fair bit, I'm still noticing. Bit of personal hell still left there...glad I got it finished.
Please don't steal my work.

It's nice to be out for the evening in a social capacity instead of working at something.

Reading Robert Ludlam at the moment but it's not written by him. The ghost-writer's name escapes me so I'll write it in here when I get home...no, I remember it now : Eric Van Lustbader.
Man he can write. I love Ludlam stories and Bourne movies are among my favourite.

Felt tired after a lunchtime nap and I'm still tired, so I'll finish here. Save my energy for what remains of my day.

Two sleeps away and it's a Christmas Sabbath this year which makes it very special. All for now...





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