Kealan

Kealan
2016-12-08 00:37:41 (UTC)

my life

yup that my title my life.. ino ino very blend very typical of a diary but i really dont care. im writing this as in recent days i have felt and seen my change. two days ago me and my girlfriend broke up. we where dating for 2 years on and off. the reason i feel my life has changed as when i look back on them two years they where really the worst two years of mmy life i was depressed angry a druggy bad in school and i was sucidal coming close twice. im not saying it was all fault but il be honest she had a small part in it. for a long time i really wanted a laptop but so did she... yeah i got her one for christmas and well we didnt make it to Christmas soiguess its mine now.. and uno what im happy about that.. idk if its the sense of freedom or the laptop but iv had such a dfferent feeling after this break up.. i feel confident i feel ready i feel free and i feel like for once i can fight this sadness of depression. i love that girl and she will always have a place in my heart. but my life is different now.
my name is kealan i am 18 years old im in my final year in school il be doing the leaving cert at the end and im going to write about my journy to my dreams, to act, to travel, to feel happy. it starts here




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