Katie

The Grown Up Years of a Weird Woman
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2016-12-03 02:55:46 (UTC)

Fear

Hey Journal,
They say the only thing to fear is fear itself.
But is that exactly true? What is it most people fear?

-Rejection, Affection, Stress, Time, Dreams, Money, Death, AND what people think (Aka: Others Opinions)
A couple of those are definitely on my list!


I for one care way to much on others opinions of me and I've always wondered what caused these insecurities. Social media, bullying, family or myself. But it truly all depends on the people I'm around that I care what they think (ex: My parents, cool people, my co-workers)


Anyway, I had my job orientation and I saw a couple I knew. 2 old friends, 1 acquaintance/ sort of old friend and the girl I had a big drama fight with back in 6th grade, I really hope we're cool it was like 4-5 years ago and I remember leaving off on a okay note. We're in different stations of work anyway.


I'm kinda stressed because I won't have classes with any of my friends, which brings opportunities to meet new ones. But here's the fear thing again, My confidence is a weird thing I have it then I don't. It's on and off but I'm gonna have to pull it out of my ass for my new job and new classes.

Oh god change is in the air people gaaaaah. Gotta be a fake fearless bitch w00t w00t. =) =)
Adios, Katie.


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