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2016-10-21 10:49:14 (UTC)

Don't think about it.Even if..

Don't think about it.
Even if whenever I'm alone I feel like I'm going a little bit more insane each time.

I'm trying to hold my tongue. I'm trying to tell myself not to snap at him and tell him it's fine now he can go have fun and not have to come back early to boring stupid me. I'm trying to tell myself it's okay that he didn't ask if I was okay. Just stop it stop it stop it. Stop fucking thinking like this what is WRONG with you.

I am tired of me. I don't want to be me.
I wonder if the thinks I'm fine. I wonder if he checks this. He knows I can't tell people when I'm not okay.