My Crazy, Amazing, Messed up Life
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Calm in Chaos
I think that for once, I am actually okay. Sure, not everything is perfect with my parents constantly screaming down the house, mum's bipolar and drinking is getting worse as quickly as dad's hearing is. All of my grandparents are worse as well, my grandmother in Sydney doesn't have too much longer since she broke her hip. I think my mum has realised this now since she is always complaining that we are broke but in one day booked a cruise for the family and bought herself a new iPhone 7. Work is getting better and worse in different aspects, I finally have decent hours but we keep getting new people who think they run the place, I hate all of them. School is also shitty, but I am doing the best I can. My grades have dropped again, but they are still good - despite what my mother says. She is always talking about how disappointing my grades have become when in reality she doesn't seem to acknowledge that I am in 4 extension classes, an extension program and still receiving only 3 B's, everything else is A's, no C's and no fails on anything. But I am never good enough for her. I can't wait until I can get out of here. Move away and take a break from everything.
So I suppose everything is still pretty chaotic, but I have never felt calmer. I think I have just become ignorant to the problems with the world, there is nothing I can do about them, so why stress??