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2016-09-23 19:14:02 (UTC)

Day-6.0

Hey Diary, it's me again.

*MOM COMPLAINTS IN HERE*

I feel so suffocated right now...... I got into a fight with my mom yesterday (Yes, the day just after I complained about my dad...... what's the deal?!).

It was in the morning, at about 8:20 and the fight was that I am too slow in getting ready for school. She exaggerated that it was already 8:30 and I was taking too long. I shot back that it was only 8:20 and to stop exaggerating every single time she wants to lecture me. She got mad (well, madder if that even is a word.) and yelled that who needs 30 minutes to wash and dress up. I bit back an "I bet alot of people does and that so do you." and ompted instead for the cold shoulder and ate my breakfast. That's when she slapped me hard on the leg.

As I had said before, my mom is quick to raise the hand.

I shouted at her out of anger that if she wanted to hit me, she should've left a mark somewhere authorities wouldn't see.

Then she lashed out again, calling me an asshole and all that whatevers.

Then my mom cried.

Oh, and my dad? He pretended to continue sleeping in all the noise which for me, is all the better. He would've definitely be on my mom's side for, as I had said before, her money.

I went to school without saying good-bye (the reason my mom stayed mad at me when I got home from school although I think I did...... but who knows? I was so angry that I most likely didn't.) and left my mom crying in the house.

She forgave me later on (for the talking back and "fighting back" when her when she was physically teaching me a lesson) after an afternoon of the cold shoulder.

By the way, my mom is also a total control freak. She limits EVERYTHING, I tell you, EVERYTHING!

Yes, you think I don't appreciate my parents. Only a few entries in and already complaining about the people who gave birth to me.

Believe me, I do feel guilty about several things. (besides, why would I lie in my internet diary where no one even knows who I am?)

My parents are also awesome sometimes. They try to make time so we can hang out together as a family and they really Do work hard to earn money. They arw selfish, concieted at times, tiring, annoying, etc. But so am I. Second reason why I shouldn't cut myself when things seems unbearable. The main being that I care too much about my appearance. See? Concieted!

Ps. Yeah, I'll add in the warning label at top this time, too.




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