LustingforNightmares

tumbleweed
2016-09-19 18:04:20 (UTC)

stuff that i said yesterday


"Man in Me" by Ray LaMontagne [Bob Dylan cover – can't seem to find an original recording all over youtube :(]

The man in me will do nearly any task
And as for compensation, there's little he would ask
Take a woman like you
To get through to the man in me

Storm clouds are raging all around my door
I think to myself I might not take it any more
Take a woman like your kind
To find the man in me

But, oh, what a wonderful feeling
Just to know that you are near
Sets my a heart a-reeling
From my toes up to my ears

The man in me will hide sometimes to keep from bein' seen
But that's just because he doesn't want to turn into some machine
Took a woman like you
To get through to the man in me

September 19, 2016 Monday 6:13 PM


I'm sorry for the other day (dunno who I'm apologizing to). I don't remember what I wrote, but I know it was something angsty haha.

I felt a little better over the weekend, but I kinda feel really shitty again.

I want to bury myself under a rock haha. I just don't like me at all right now. Maybe it's the shock of returning to school. All this socializing is so jarring.

I want to talk about how much I hate myself right now, but I don't think it'd be very constructive haha... I just wonder what everything would be like without me. I mean for the people I know. I think it would be good, if I just left. I want to just leave.

But that's scary and I wouldn't even know how to do that.




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