thedeadfredhead

Conquests of a Cunt
2016-08-19 15:55:34 (UTC)

August 19th - Later that Night

Later in the Night

Need more confidence man. And more sleep. She clearly despises me. And it’s my fault. But I want to be positive about it. I’m happier about my music by the way. Lyrics are cynical as, but that’s how the genre goes. I’ve been so much happier in general. I just deleted text. I broke my own rule. I forget what it was now. That’s good though. It was negative, and all the negative thoughts are drifting away. I’m glad. I even have a smirk on my face. I feel good talking to myself. This little journal helps me clear my thoughts. And reread and understand them. I see where I’m going wrong.
Do you reckon adderall will make it easier to talk to people? That’s the real reason that I want it. To focus on people. Try to understand what they want. Not to manipulate, but to actually help. It’s 2 am and I can’t sleep. Why? I’m feeling better than ever. 5 and half hours I’m getting ready for school. Man I need my sleep. I can’t think straight.




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