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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-09-07 17:56:29 (UTC)

Tonight

i asked Master if i could have a couple of glasses of alcohol tonight, as it's a special day. He said i could have up to 625ml, so i will be trying to enjoy that tonight. Who knows, it might even help me to sleep?

Today was quite tough at work. i was in a daze a lot, and got quite mixed up as i went about my day. i have eaten more fruit, at lunchtime, and i am going to have a light sandwich tonight, right after this entry, so i am a bit nervous about the sickness, but i know i have to. i cannot drink on an empty stomach. That would just be silly.

i haven't heard anything else from Master apart from the early email this morning, and His consent to my alcohol tonight, so still feeling quite down about things, and a little nervous about this trial thing too!
i though consideration periods were for subs with Owners who wanted to see if they were right for Them, and vice versa... not for those who have been together for 3 plus years!

Anyway, that's all for now, but tonight, i hope to just relax, and take my mind elsewhere, if i cannot be with my Master. i keep calling Him my Master, because He is, at the moment (Although i'm trying to think of it in His terms), and trail or not, He is the only one i will ever have.

He has always had my heart, and always will.




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