Passion

Perfectly Flawed
2013-08-31 18:14:54 (UTC)

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Begging surcease of pain again.
Sleeping through everything again.
She smiles at me in my dreams.
Fate is never what it seems.
On my back and unable to stand.
Pulled through my soul and back again
Rising up through my neck and back.
My senses are under attack
I can't wrap my hands around something real.
I can't find anything but pain to feel
I try to scream but it's just a cry.
I've spent so long questioning why
Just to find I've known all along-
It's like the words of a forgotten song
They say they can't wait to see me.
The want to know when it will be.
They say that they've missed me dearly.
But the truth I see so clearly...
They just want to be there to watch me fade.
To see my past sins all be repaid...
"Why are you running from?" they say
"You know that it never goes away"
Breaking new ground all around me.
As shadows of the past surround me.
Black as night within a nightmare
and blue as me without you there.
Into your shade I stick my hand
and find nothing but grains of sand.
Fleeting like my time, it's slipping
Losing reality I've been gripping
I can't recognize my own face,
my eyes seem an empty space.
Like coal buried in dirty snow,
Not the glow I used to know...
So my third eye I open wide.
Again I see you, my dear guide.
I thought that you were hiding.
And you thought was dead.
Buried in the sand, up to my head.
Reach down and retrieve me
I hope that you'll believe me
I never meant to run away
I never hoped it would be this way




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