Katie

The Grown Up Years of a Weird Woman
2016-08-11 03:11:35 (UTC)

The beginnings of a weird girl (7th-8th Grade)

Yo Journal and readers,
I'll go on to 7th grade year.

TO BE HONEST I DO NOT REMEMBER MUCH.

I think all that really happened was friend drama and that's it. But nothing important really happened in 7th grade more towards next year.

8th grade.

Now 8th grade was the year my world kinda changed in a small but large way. SOOOOOOO (main main word whussup NEWYORK) yeah so my best friend since more like 7th grade year, I met her in 6th grade but we weren't close till 7th grade year.

My 2 best friends were really this girl named Molly & Selena. Molly caused so much shit drama like omg she'd make me and Selena fight sometimes and would say she said something about me when really it was Molly.

We eventually caught on and we said we couldn't be friends with her anymore and than yeah that never happened.

One day we all agree'd to go to the mall (Mo & Se) but my bro and sis and their friends were going and I went in with my sisters friend Tiff looking for them they werent were they said they were going to be and I kept calling and texting them and they texted me where they'd be and we went there and we went there and there they were Molly & Selena were chatting over there and shit and they were just staring at me as I walked by and they never approached me and kept talking.

Tiff just said "those aren't the kind of friends you want" so we just walked away. I don't remember how but we eventually all just got together and I kind of game them the silent treatment and hung with my bro and sis and they were in the back and eventually we all went our on way and I think I hungout with Selena and Molly or maybe not but idk.

OH YEAH THATS NOT THE REASON EVERYTHING FELL APART BUT THATS JUST A STORY I REMEMBER HERES THE REASON.

I got ditched at the mall by Selena and Molly & Mary & Lane went to a whole other mall and my friend Jacqueline needed a ride so I was taking Jacqueline with me and we were suppose to meet at a certain mall and Molly I'M PRETTY SURE CUZ SHE WAS SUCH A BITCH BACK THEN AND PLAYED HURTFUL LIL GAMES texted me to go to a main mall and so I picked Jacq. up and we went but they were there they were at a whole other mall and taking pics on snapchat and shit. like okay.

I was hurt but me and Jacq. just hung out and had fun anyway. I was mad at Selena and hurt and it basically just ruined our friendship.

I was such a weak ass middle schooler dude I let that action by my best friends make me depressed for a whole year... 8th grade year was ruined because of that. I mean I had some fun but I cried all the time and ruined a friendship because I couldn't get over the past.

I didn't want to go to high school with these people, once again I wanted a fresh new start. So I went to a new high school with only Jacqueline by my side kinda. Me and Jacqueline really weren't friends in 8th grade year she started doing her own thing, WHICH I CANT BLAME HER!!! She is doing so well right now I'm so happy for her.

For me. I don't know how I'm doing really. I mean I made friends. Not best friends like how me and Selena were. Jacqueline is a pretty good friend but not best friends. I really have never had good friends and I don't know why.

Maybe I don't really put much effort into it? Like after school I never hung out with people much. I'm insecure for some reason, maybe just damaged. No body is probably reading this but I don't want you to do what I did. Don't let the past haunt you to not do better in the future. Let go. Don't ruin relationships because you can't let go.

Selena was right, it probably was a misunderstanding.

Anyway, this was my 8th grade year.
It sucked ass lmao but when I was depressed I never thought things would get better but they really did I have made so many new friends, not BEST friend but definitely some good ass people!!

DON'T GIVE UP. THE CLICHE THING IS ALWAYS RIGHT.

THINGS GET BETTER.
Love, KatieLilWhinyAssWhiteBitch hahaha ;) Catchya on the flip side!!


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