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2016-08-09 10:26:31 (UTC)

Just like the my mood went from 100 to 0 in..

Just like the my mood went from 100 to 0 in a second. In one second everything became terrible. In one second I couldn't see the positive side to anything. In one second I hated myself. In one second I felt worthless. In one second I felt like a parasite.

I just don't know why he's with me. I'm not good for anything. I'm so pathetic I'm NOTHING I AM ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IN COMPARISON TO WHAT HE COULD HAVE.

Work is becoming a monotonous cycle of hating myself for not getting the motivation to apply at new places.
Food is losing its' taste.
Music is becoming sad.
People are becoming aggrivating or annoying. I don't want to talk to them.
Family are becoming distant.
Money is lacking.
Cigarettes I'm craving.
I hate myself. I hate myself so fucking much.