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Ghost Writer
2016-08-01 17:45:02 (UTC)

It's 05:46am...

...and I've been awake since 01:25am. I fell asleep before 20:00pm last night with the light still on and no alarm set. Now I've been doing not much else but obsessing and worrying about this CADS appointment today. I don't like the woman and I don't like where she is coming from and I don't feel safe talking to her. She's an authoritative power-tripping bitch. I think she gets clients coming through the court system, that's how she comes across, plus the Antabuse thing was just fucking plain insultimg.
I've decided that I won't continue with her after today if she serves up more of the same shit that she did at my front door.
I also have decided to see if I can just see a psychiatrist and not have a keyworker because they have all been to lesser or greater degrees in the past - just plain fucking useless.

I'm not able to go back to sleep because I'm worrying obsessively about this and now I feel a little less burdened by it and better.
Also worrying and obsessing about the review, the conference and my trip to ****** NEVER fucken ends...somehow I've got to get a handle on my anxiety and distress/stress situation.I want it badly. Well I'm setting the alarm for ten o'clock and going to try and sleep.




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