jaydeep singh

my sucess story
2016-07-30 09:04:24 (UTC)

kuch baate ankhi si

hei.... is it real.... that i m in luv.. no no yr kese ho skta h ye.... main kese kr skta hu.... ab to mujhe ye b nhi pta ki main chahta kya hu.... agr ushe dukhi dekhta hu to khud b dukhi ho jaata hu... bt agr koi or k sath bhut close dekhta hu to thoda bura lgta h.....or fir main apni feelings ko chupa nhi pata... ushe shyad in sb se koi jyda frk ni pdta.. kyuki pyar to mujhe hi hua na ushe nhi... kbhi kbhi to lgta h ki mera accha hona b ushko dukh de jata h.... kyuki ek baar ushe b bura lga ki ushne mera dil dukhaya kash main ek ganda ladka hota jis se alag hone pr ushe bilkul b dukh na hota.. or main b itna serious na hota...... main nhi chahta ki ab hmare beech ab kuch b baat aage bde.... pr fir b nhi ho paa rha main normal.. aisa lgta h jese main khud k sath jabarjsti kr ra hu.... kitni ajeeb baat h na ek trf wo khud se jabarjsti kr k pyar krne ki koshish kr rhi thi... or ek idhar main khud se jabarjsti kr k pyar na krne ki kosis kr rha hu.... haan shyad ab wo kbhi meri ni hogi.... pr ish baat ko soch k dr sa lg aata h...... shyad kya.. pakka ab hmare beech kuch ni hone wala.... fir b kyu ish dil me ek umeed baaki h.... umeed tute b to kese ush k sath ek hi grp me rhna h... baat b krni h... frnd b h.....ek dushre se baat b krni h... or bolte ho ki bhul jaao..... bhai gajni thode na h... jo bhul jai... or agr koi cheez dimag me ho to bhula b do.... dil me rkhi hui cheez kese bhule..... ni aata ab kuch smjh me.. jaane kya chl ra h.... dekhte h ab kya hota h aage tb tk k liye bbyeee... 😊




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