--J

Your friendly Neighborhood Basketcase
2016-07-26 01:28:12 (UTC)

The Adventures of Sinbad. Art Related Stuff. Maybe I Should Start A Blog?

I'm not sure if I mentioned I was watching this or not. I'm sorry in advance. I'm probably going to be addicted to anime until I die. haha. I really like it. It's fun to watch. Interesting story. Nice concepts. Not sure if I can say much about originality because I don't really watch many Action genre animes. Although honestly I think this is more of an Action-Drama? I don't know.

Haven't seen much like it though. It inspires me. I want to make something that people will enjoy as much as I enjoy things like this. It's a little cheesy at times, but I like that. xD I'm a sap. Things like this make me feel better about life. Which might sound silly to anyone that might be reading this.

I just really love art. Love feels like an understatement. Think about it. It goes so much farther than just books and anime and paintings or drawings. Cars, clothes, hair dyes, makeup, science, medicine, law... They're all different forms of art in my eyes. They all consist of the same basic principles and they all manage to tie into each other in one way or another.. I.E To put it simply, each and every one of them creates something.

I hope they make more seasons of this. I also want more seasons Kimi Ni Todoke.

I've felt extremely frustrated with my art lately. I think I wrote about already though. It just really bothers me because art means so much to me and I'm unable to separate myself from it whether I want or not. (Also, I'm sorry. My memory sucks and the lamictal doesn't help very much. )

It's probably not a great idea to be writing this and watching anime at the same time. Oh well.

I really want to get better at drawing. I need to take a shower then sit down and start studying the Loomis books I have. I really want to start studying and preparing for the next Webtoons contest. How amazing would it be to win thousands of dollars and become a featured Creator? Holy shit I'd die of happiness.

It makes me a little sad though to think that I'd have so little people to share it with now. Most of my friends have bailed when life got too tough. The others have passed away. I'm left with some close family (I've had family pass away as well.) And Love. And while I'm not unhappy with them at all it still makes me sad sometimes. (Well my mother is a piece of work, but I love her.)

I'm mostly upset with the friends who just ditched me. No explanation. Just excuses and empty promises. It's cowardly and disgraceful. You might not owe me anything, but how can people be so... they just lack any kind of responsibility and respect for other people. For god's sake just stop bullshitting me at least. It's far less difficult to mean what you say.

Love just got home. He's in a bit of a mood. Says it's been a day. That's a shame. I'm going to shower and let him mope it out without me. As I realize I can't solve or put all of my problems on him and that he needs space from them he has to realize I need the same treatment. I just need a break from all the doom and gloom lately. Plus I have to not be up late tonight.

9:00AM Stomach scan tomorrow. Sigh... I hate mornings. I'm just not a morning person. I think I'm going to fix a bowl of rice with an egg and some broccoli in preparation.

One more complaint before I go. Our fucking roommate of course who is somewhat of a dense halfwit at times runs out the minute Love gets home. For god's sake I want to speak to my boyfriend without your nose up his ass every once in a while. Is that really so much to ask? I don't think so.
He never leaves the house either. Not for a walk. Not to go out unless, of course, he's going WITH US. GODDAMN GET OUT. Please.

I can't wait to move away from him. It's only more motivation to get better at everything and establish financial independece. I don't want to ever be a Love's whim. If it was up to me I would not be here, but I don't have the money to provide us a place to stay, so... ._. I'm stuck here. I hate this place.

I hope we're having Wing Wednesday this week. I kind of just want some wings honestly.

Alright, I'm going to go shower then prepare my food, whiten my teeth some since I've let them go, and study some before bed.
Yep. I'm an exciting person. I know.

(I here love blowing our roommate off. xD I realize I'm kind of a pos for the animosity I have towards him, but he's relentlessly goddamned aggravating. In so many ways.)

Ok I need to stop procrastinating.
Bye.
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Ok. I'm going.




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