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Ghost Writer
2016-07-20 08:33:58 (UTC)

Wednesday Night And Recovering...

...from alcohol withdrawal.
This mini-relapse has hit me hard and fast. Relapse is research definitely. I cannot drink safely because I am an addict, I am an addict, I am an addict.
Blown my budget. Haven't beat myself up over it, nevertheless I am disappointed with myself.
Been contacting family under the influence of a wine-induced pink cloud.

Attended support group even though I drank my last glass of wine before I went.
Support is remarkable (recovery support), and therein lies the beauty.
A reciprocal process of experience, strength and hope.

My apologies about the last two entries. I'd been drinking.

I am grateful for my little place. For the food in my storage places. For the clothes on my back. For social warmth and caring others. Additional recovery information that is effective and helpful. And so much more...
I am grateful.

"God, I admit defeat once again. Alcohol plus myself equals self-harm. Please help me to get sober again. Love Amanda-Jane."

Setting my alarm clock for early morning and going to try and get some sleep now.




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